Entry 64

My grades need to be higher

My weight needs to be lower

My stomach needs to be flatter

My wallet needs to be fatter

My skin needs to be tanner

My teeth need to be whiter

My heart needs to be stronger

My friends need to be uglier

My face needs to be prettier

My hair needs to be longer

My skirt needs to be shorter

My body need to be hotter

My image needs to be cooler

My boobs need to be bigger

My waist needs to be smaller

Society really knows how to make you feel like shit 

Stupidity of the society (Y)

ℒ ℴ v ℯ , tasha <3 

Entry 63

Something wrong with me , i shouldn't feel like this , i'm usually so sure of myself but i don't know what to think , i don't know what to do , but most of all , i don't understand my feelings towards you . I don't want to be that girl that gets jealous if you talk to anyone else , cries every night because she wants something that she can't have . To be honest , i think about you day after day , sometimes , i even plan out what i will say . Whenever i'm holding my phone , i hope that you will call me nor text me cause i can't help myself from missing you so much . I always wonder if you ever smile at my texts , like i smile at yours . It's not because i don't want to text you first , but i'm afraid if i'm being such an annoying texter and yea maybe you were busy with your stuff and all . I hate the feeling when i have to say goodbye to you when you said that you have something to do eventho i sounds like a mad happy women saying "goodbye" but trust me , i hate it when we have to ends our conversation . There's really something wrong with me :/

HELP!

ℒ ℴ v ℯ , tasha <3 

Entry 62

If you think that you don't need me in your life , don't act like you do .

ℒ ℴ v ℯ , tasha <3