Entry 24

Dear past , as you know you got girlfriend already and please you should know this cause you're the one who face it moron ! You don't have to hide this from me cause i'm not stupid like others that you have been played before . Who do you think are ? You think i'm gonna fall for you ? Keep calling me baby , sayang and stuff and you know what ? You iur-ing me okay pig ! You wanna play a game with me ? I think i can play better then you . Improve your skills if you want to play a game with me will you ? You text me if you feel like text-ing me . Well hello , i'm not your " PEREMPUAN SIMPANAN " okay . NOTE THAT ! I'm not that cheap . 


And you call me if you feel like talking to someone . You irritating me okay pig ! 
I hope that one day you'll love me the way i loved you , you'll think of me like i think of you every single days , you'll cry for me like i cry for you all night long , you'll want me but i won't want you . I promise to myself that i won't want you anymore ! NEVER ! 

You said that you like me then you want me because you love me . But now , what happened ? You promise me you will not leaving me no more . You will try your very best to have me . You really fall for me . Then you said if i didn't trust you , you'll wait till i trust you no matter what . Yeaa , now i realize that it's just a quote   to get me when you're bored isn't ? Once you get your girlfriend besides you , then you leave me . Wooh , thank you so much pig ! I hate you so much now . Thank you for doing this to me i have wasted my time , credit , tears and all just because of you ! I promise to myself that i won't fall for you anymore !

ℒ ℴ v ℯ , tasha <3